clear mind

i wish there were a substance
that one could clear
the mind with
snort, inhale
drop into the ears
infuse with bitters and ingest

whatever, whatever
it took to get a
sparkling clean mind again

one that would pick up on cues
and be acutely aware
of it's surroundings

i'm so tired of incessant mistakes
bad memory
and this numb cloudiness

i want alka-seltzer on the brain
alertness
i want snap, crackle and pop
decision making capabilities
i want dance in the moonlight vision

i want so much
not to be alone in this darkened alley